Childhood/Middle School/Collegehood Camaraderie

None of this ever seemed to fit.

My head was brushing against the

ceiling while you talked about

the way the world turned to shit.

None of this ever seemed real

when I blew out the smoke I

never had the opportunity to inhale.

 

Flipping candy to the neighborhood kids;

trick or treating gone straight through to meds.

The sailors returned from a long haul

but the ship never left or

returned since it had always been gone.

 

It never made much sense the way

the Earth made it out each day.

Pressed for time we camped ourselves

in the loadingĀ docks while we waited

for our rides to place bets.

The shit eating grins shot more shit

than any man had ever thought.

 

We’re just tied up at the moment

likeĀ marionettes in Marietta.

No strings ever attached but enough

rope to hang ourselves if we ever spoke

about the rooms we painted on the roof.

 

And she said, “I’m afraid to fall in love”.

To which I replied, “I never believed in

such a concept that much.”

Guess there goes my head and

my heart out of everything.

And they said this is the part where you

can either shit on or fuck with your luck.